I grew up in many places, never feeling like I belonged.I did whatever I could to be the all-american kid. growing up in foster care was not easy. I got pregnant when
I was 22 and thought life was great just to find that my boyfriend was cheating on me and left me alone. 4 years later after dating my high school sweetheart off and on,I found out I was pregnant again. I learned this just days after He told me we were friends with benefits. We decided to try. 1 1/2 we got married.he proposed by telling me it was the right thing to do. the rsvp's went out but never came back. no one from my family showed up. Even my father who had promised to walk me down the isle.I was left to walk alone..... All those special things in life were not ment for me. ever oncfe in awhile I cry myself to sleep feeling as if I could be gone and nobody would notice. but then I wake up in the morning to the sweet smiling faces of my 8yr old and 3 yr old and realize that even if nobody else cared, they do and always will. now I focus on letting them know how much they are loved, I could not have asked for more!!!