Dear LeAnn.
I am 19 years old. A little over a year ago my husband had lost his father, he died in my arms. We were cutting wood for our fireplace, and he fell over, and we tried giving him mouth to mouth, but nothing worked, we kept him breathing, but he was brain dead. Before that ever happened, my dad was diagnosed with Hep. C, and he has a rough life, and I have been in and out of counceling places and hospitals for attempted suicide, I never believed in god, and my husbands dad use to tell me that no matter what, god will always be there for me, and when he passed, it took affect on my life, and I believe, because I know that he will watch over me, and stick by me through my rough times. He was like a second father, and he took me in. You are my role model, ever since I was 5 years old, the very first song I have ever sung was "One way ticket" I love singing, I have won contests, but could never really get over stage fright, I always had to turn from the audiance. I wanna be a singer, always have. Soon, I am going to record a demo, and send it in, and see where I get. I would love to meet you.

 
I first heard this song this past June, my bf played it for me because she said that I really needed to hear it. This song made me cry out over 4yrs of tears. In 2005, my daughter gave birth to her first child, a son, he was born with 5 heart defects and sadly we lost him 6 wks later. In 2006, I lost my grandmother, in 2007 my father (whom was my greatest confident) then this past May the father of my children was found murdered. My family has had several deaths in the mist of my immediates. I found myselft angry at the world, my moods would change like the falling leaves. I have spent 4yrs with a lot of pented up anger, blame, and pain, this song opened my heart. I felt like everyword was being sang especially for me to hear. Like I needed to know that I can't change what has happened, but I could change my future. I had a breakdown immediately hearing this song, my emotions poured out of me like raindrops. I would only asked to have some peace in my life and some happiness, and with this song I can have a moment of it. I play this song just about everyday to remind me to accept the things and cannot change and to love the life that God has given me, to treasure every moment.

 
I am a 37 year old married man and have fallen in love with a 29 year old married coworker of my wife. We have somewhat paralleled Leann's current story. We are madly in love and realize we each married too young. Now that we have met eachother and fell in love, we are trying to resolve our current relationships so that we can spend our lives together in love. 143

 
how do u feel about home recking???? did that change ur life? hmmmm??? all the bull u write in ur lyrics or maybe someone else wrote it for u are all $#@! lies about love... cause obviously if u truely love someone u aint gonna $#@! around behind his back with a married man. i actually thought u were one of this good girls... but ur the devil in disguise. im truely disappointed was a fan of urs from the beginning, but now u aint worth nothing. ur just like the rest of those hoes in hollywood!

 
When I was seven I was molested by my Uncle and it seemed that is when I lost my innocence. I told no one because I felt guilty and ashamed of this secret. My grandparents raised me ever since I was a little girl. When I was 14 years old my grandfather died in front of me from a massive heart attack. He was my world and I loved him so very much. When he left, I felt empty and numb and slowly fell into a dark depression. The years that followed, were filled with more pain. I developed an eating disorder and many times got very sick. I attempted suicide 4 times over a number of years. I also began cutting myself to relieve some of my emotional turmoil that was inside me. I went to many different doctors and went on and off different medications. Four years ago my grandmother was diagnosed with lung cancer. A couple months after watching her deteriorate completely she died. I was completely devastated and more broken then before. One year ago I was finally diagnosed properly with Borderline personality disorder. I struggle everyday with this and the pain that my past holds. I try and hold onto the little bit of hope I have left. Be strong! Its hard when the tears still fall....

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