There is nothing I can do now..... I wished I had..... I guess it was God's will..... I've tried to make sense out of it but..... It doesn't bring you back. I haven't experienced the feeling of love or attraction since you left..... Don't know if we would have stayed together over the test of time.... 'cause of my demons and imperfections.... But, I love you and miss you so much. Life has been a struggle.... I am not sure if I agree that it's somehow balanced with Joy and Pain... But, I'm still hanging on to the Promise. Do you hear me?

 
I am 45 years old with no know biological family. I was given up for adoption at birth. Was adopted by a couple that I do not know who they are; but, they were unable to keep me. The adoption was disrupted and I was returned to public child welfare. I was placed in a couple of foster homes and adopted again at age 6. This family provided all the love and structure possible. However, it did not change the fact that I was abandoned by my biological family. I loved my adoptive parents very much. 'Til this day their efforts still sustain me. They were the best thing that "physically" ever happened to me. They loved me more than anyone else. Especially, my mother Niagara. The problem is that they are no longer in life. Once again, I am orphaned. I aborted the one child I was blessed with at age 18. Had two very unsucessful marriages; none of which, lasted longer than 5 years. I selected poor choices of men because of low self esteem related to abandonment issues as well as infertility issues. I feel so empty and lonely. If it wasn't for Christ, I would have lost my mind, body, and spirit.I live because of my faith in Jesus. I thank God for his presence and pray he keeps me for etern

 
On August 28th 2009 my whole world came crashing down. I lost my husband in a fatal rollover. I'm a widow at only 20 years old. He left me and our 15 month old daughter behind. Sometimes it seems really hard like I'm not gonna make it through the day. Me and my husband we're only married 5 months and had a whole lifetime ahead of us. And it was cut so short. He died on his way to work as a result of no sleep cause he was working 7 days a week 16-17 hours a day road construction just to give me and our daughter a better life. He was the best man I've ever known. I just don't know what my daughter is going to do without her daddy. She started walking a day after her dad died kinda ironic huh? Its been about 2 weeks since he died and it seems like every day it gets harder to face the reality that he isn't ever going to be here again. To think he won't be there to walk our beautiful daughter down the aisle is the most horrible feeling in the world. I relate to this song while not fully but it helps me feel a little better I listen to it when I can't stop thinking about Johnny. Your music is beautiful

 
I had just started listening to your music but after hearing how you became involved with a married man I decided not to listen to you anymore good luck with whatever you got going and I know it takes two

 
Im 17 and just graduated high school this past june.i met Kacie,my last boyfriend,summer of 2008.and we fell in love and started dating that september and i could only see him on the weekend because he was 18 at the time and i was 16,so my parents wouldnt have allowed it.so we would meet up at my friends house or sneek him in when she stayed the night with me.then one night in december,i went too far with him because i thought i loved him and gave up my virginity to him.then after christmas he would start to come around and call less.at some point i never heard from him at all.i hadnt seen him since that day in december.so i told myself it was over.then when i finally spoke to him again twords the end of january it was like he didnt even care that he didnt speak to me for that long.and after that night i didnt hear from him again until recently in june.i asked him why he just left like that,i thought he loved me.and after not seeing or speaking to him for six months,all he could do was cry and say i dont know.needless to say we havent spoken since then.but ive learned to let go and move on.thank you for creating such a touching and healing song!
your an inspiration.

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