Something I can't change...
I can't change the fact that my daughter had an abortion without telling me she was even pregnant. That was a child, her daughter or son, and my grandchild. I feel so helpless, frustrated, and hurt. I know why she didn't tell me she was pregnant..I would not have allow her to have an abortion!
I can't change this and not only for me, but for her. She is not the same... If only she would have told me! Why didn't she choose adoption. Her sister is adopted and she was able to see that open adoption can be very positive for everyone.
I pray for peace and forgiveness for her and for me. I keep thinking I did something wrong somehow...

I am 27 and am blessed with my family and friends whom I love with all my heart. Lots of negative things have happened in my life that I cannot change but in a way I wouldn't want to change them as those events have made me the person I am today :)
I always try to look on the bright side of things and always see the best in people......if I didn't then those negative things that happened in my life would take over me. Stay strong and positive :)

I'm writing to let you go...for some reason I have never been able to tell you how I feel and now, too much time has passed. My love for you was real. Despite the distance that separated us, u were it for me. U were my first and only love so far in my life, and you are the one person who has hurt me so much more than anyone else ever has. You came into my life when I needed someone most, and I made you one of the most important people. I made you my world. I helped you through your depression, alcoholism, and so many other things. In return, u made promises. Promises that you would love me. Promises that I was the most important person in your life. My mistake? I believed u, I had no reason not to. I stood by u, made excuses for your actions, and forgave you time after time. I don't know why it is that u decided to disapear so suddenly from my life, nor do I know what the new woman in your life can offer that I can't. What i do know is that I hate u. I hate what you have done to me and my life. I will never forgive you for making me a shell of my former self. I will move on, jaded and negative, and I blame u. I hope u read this, know its u and have to live with it 4evR

My name is Lori. I am a 24 year old mother to an 8 year old beautiful intelligent little girl. My story is pretty lengthy and I have been told its hard to believe. I grew up in a little town with no more than 300 people, where I lived on a 99 acre farm in KY. My father and mother divorced and remarried 6 times. My father tried to raise me best he could, as a vietnam veteran they diagnosed him with PTSD and he took out his anger on me, some days more than others. My mother saved face. At 15 I became pregnant with my daughter, had her at age 16. I was homeless for 3 years with no help from anyone including her father. I had no car, no money, and worked 3 jobs to go further into debt for cost of things (bills). I walked miles each day with my daughter on my hip. At the age of 20, I finally came home to KY and put myself through nursing school. I was told not to and that I wouldn't make it. I only had a GED and an ACT. I graduated nursing school in May 2008. My daughters father never knew his daughter until this year, when we decided to move to his post in VA so they could know each other. I am jobless, incomeless, and transportationless now, but I am a RN and I have a beautiful famil

I have two beautiful grandchildren. I am a young grandmother and have lots of energy and love to share with these two beautiful angels. My son is not a good father at all, isn't paying child support, and sometimes I wonder how can he live without seeing them. His heart no his soul was destroyed by the mothter of my grandchildren. I pray that one day he will trust himself to love again. Back to my grandchildren: I haven't seen them for a very long time. Thier mother won't let me see them or anyone in my son's family. I have a great bond with them. Yes I shared thier life from birth until they were taken away. I dream of them and the love I feel in my dreams is so real. It is undescrible the love I feel when I hold them in my arms. I know one day they will come to me. I just hate what we are missing out on right now. A grandmother's love endures forever. One kindred spirit reaching across the darkness to shine a light in our dreams. Like your song " I will learn to let ago of what I cannot change", I will change the hate I have this woman who keeeps my grandchildren from me, I will learn to forgive her for all the time that has been lost, to forgive her for breaking my son's