I'm 14, and this is my story. when i was 2 months old my father left my mom and just disapeared from my life. I'm the eldest of my moms 3 kids,idk about any other siblings, my bro. is 10 and my sis. is 8. my bro. and i live w/ our grandparents my sis. doesn't have that luxury.....i don't see my mom and sis. much, they really don't ever do any thing....when i was younger i was sexually abused and it lasted for a long time 3 years to be exact. i'm always cepressed, and sometimes i cut myself. i get suicidal....i've had a hard life and i've got problems w/ my mom. i've watched men come in and go out of my moms life and i've always blamed myself about everything they did to her and me.... they were abusive...and i shouldn't have kept my mouth shut i shud've told...and i kno i shud let it all go buty i cnt.



